“in vain i&ruggled. it will not do! my feelings will not be repressed. you must allo;o tell you ho;ly i admire and i love you. in debsp;myself thus i'm&hat i will be gainst the wishes of my family, my friends, and, i hardly need add, my ment. the&ive situation of our families makes any alliarehensible&ion. as a rational man i bsp;but regard it as mubsp;myself, but it bsp;be helped. almost from the&&s, i have&o feel for you... a passioiards, whibsp;despite my struggles, has overe every rational&ion. i beg you, most&ly, to relieve my suffering and&o be my wife……i will love you, forever.” （我实在没有办法继续挣扎下去了，我无法抑制内心的情感，你必须允许我告诉你我是多么热烈地爱慕着你。我知道我的所作所为将与我家人的意愿相悖，与我朋友的看法相斥，更不用说与我自己的理智相左，我们的家庭背景会使我们的感情不被接受，我的理智也如此警醒着自己，但一切都只是徒劳。从初识你的瞬间起，我就已经感觉到了心底对你强烈的钦慕和好感，虽然我一再挣扎，但情感依旧超越了理智。我最为强烈地恳求你，释放我的痛苦，请同意成为我的妻子。我会永远爱你。）1